Why are people so interested in what other people are doing? It's funny how when other people haven't seen you in a while its the fisrt thing they wanna know. Can't they just see that your alive and still breathing? What about the people who come right up to you and brag about themselves without the small talk first? Is it really necessary to tell me about how much cash you make at work or to tell me about your music or any carreer for that matter? I think its so egoticstical! Notice how those people are the ones you have no desire to talk to in the first place? These are the type that are most competitive and probably have no respect nor compassion for other beings. It's hard for me to understand. Some like to find out the things you have been up to in order to feel better about themselves. It's like they get off on knowing or seeing others fail. I dont have much to say about these days, but if you talk about times that have past i can chat for hours. I may not be doing all the fun things i have come to remember but I am content with myself and those around me. Alot of individuals wanna know if my music is going well. It means alot to me when the ones who ask that are the ones who actually care and not the ones who just wanna know so that they can outbeat me. I have songs that I not only worked hard on but let out every inch of my emotions on. So, why do those expect more of a person? Im grateful for those who can see beauty in the art thats already been accomplished! The ones that pressure are the ones who are living to fast and caught up in controversy. Everything is a passing phase. Whats inside is the only real thing. Some just hear the music or see a peice of art, Others see the artist and some are able to see the appeal of both. So why are some concerned with just what im doing? If you see that im not bragging then let it go. Im living life that is what im up to and Im in good health and good spirits. Im not taking anything for granted. I've matured. I can only write when i feel it's needed and not rushed.I can only work with those who make me comfortable and are not in it for themselves ,money and competition. It seems as though all the fun has been takin out of my passion for music. There were many opportunities that i have'nt taken. I will not regret that. When The time is right the alarm will sound! I hold patience and confidence within and wait for the right people to embrace who I am and understand my direction. I mean truthfully look at that garbage being played on the radio. where the hell are the elements of hip-hop and what happened to it being an art form? Therefore, Its hard to be in this game these days. Its funny that we call it just that because thats just what it has become, A GAME! Maybe I can be the one to vanish this cult-following. for now I dont need to be fabricated. I still love music but I dont love the arrogance and carbon-copied lyrics. Give me a call when it's fun again.
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